"happy birthday to me."

today is my day and nothing is gonna get to me. thats the first sentence i said as i woke up this morning. and well nothing really got to me till our friendly. maybe its cause ive never particularly been a victim of racism and this was my first experience. but oh well, we only learn to get up stronger. although i must admit that i was a madcrazy bitch on court. out of frustration and anger, i let my inner devil out. god was i pissed. not naming which school for they turned out to be a pretty nice bunch except for those jackasses. i guess drops of sweat and tears are a nice combination.

but otherwise,
i had an awesome birthday. i awoke to countless birthday messages. jeremy's the longest(8page sms!).i love that boy. i went to school late. i got 3moredays detention. zoe darling brought me a cake with this note(i love you astro.) which was so unexpected. 4b2 and my fellow bballers sang happybirthday nearly a dozen times. nabilah bought me a weird,- irritating in someway cat- from this cartoon network show. laughing out loud with benchew over nonsense. laughing like i had never before. it certainly turned out to be one of the most memorable birthdays ever. i could never thank every one that made it so special,enough.

IM SIXTEEN.
and you only get to be sweet sixteen once.
gaaaah happybirthday to me. lalala.

xgene.